Stone feeling?! You may question me what is Stone Feeling? Yes. Stone feeling is the only word that i can describe now. I feel numb.. Totally numb. Perhaps due to the fact that i been so emotional since i know him. He made me feel that i am a completely different person. I was sensitive towards everything and even a trival matter. Right now, our 3 years plus relationship ended. All my emotional stuffs have all gone to drain. I do not feel happy or angry even i was been maligned at work. All i want to say, i hope for a new chapter in my life. I am not regreted that i did not ask or beg for it because there is no way we can salvage our relationship. My heart feels cold towards everything even him too. If i recall everything, I am sad or even anger arise from my heart. What is going on with me? I do not know. All i know i want peace and harmony. This is what i want for. I am after for something that can change me into a better and happier person. I feel so helpless to everything. Sometime things seem beyond my control. If there is God, i really hope that everything will go smoothly for me from today onwards. I am scared but i wil hold to the end. Hoping for an invisible hand can assist me in my life! This is my life now!
Blessed all with happiness and good health.
