Flash back..

Alone at home again. Suddenly have an urge to read my personal journal. A journal that wrote down my depressed and emo feelings.

Flash back, i have been 2 years, not writing down my emo feelings. I knew that the past 2 years, deep inside me had been shouting... Shouting for an invisible hand to push Me - a courage that i have been hoping for. But something stops me to write them down and that explains why i did not write down my emo feelings for that 2 years.

However, I did find the emo feelings that i been writing down, all of them were really like jokes to me.. Perhaps, I have overcomed my fears and pains. They are all seem to be just like a flash back. Or simply find that i am really naive to believe THEM. Afterall, they are all to look for their perfect ones. So do I.

A pity is I have not found my perfect one. At this moment, i will give it a break. A break that i feel more free.. Free from commitments, Free from control, Free from pains.

Right now, i will follow my own footsteps to reach my goals.

GIVE ME COURAGE TO DO THAT

On my journey to accomplish...

Very fast, 1 month plus is already over. Soon to end Febuary 2012 too.. What i have fulfilled my new year resolutions?

Glad that i have accompanies this time with my poly good friend and sister in the coming May 2012.. Will be proceeding to Pulau Dayang. A place that i heard is good for beginner especially those who have urge to get their Diving Licence. So do I.. I am really looking forwards the day to come. Meanwhile, I would like to widen social circle too. I want to know new friends.

My first new resolution is going to be accomplished... =)