X'mas Eve Party

Tomorrow is Christmas.. Sooo fast.. Today, my office was holding a small x'mas party.. Unexpectedly, most of my colleagues were wearing sooo casual including my boss.. Piangz.. I should wear jeans too.. Anyway i brought my "FIRST TIME" made konnyaku to office.. Hee ... My colleagues were my first "Bai Lao Shu" to eat. Ha.. no one had the mood to do their work, all we concerned were food.. "ARE THE FOOD ENOUGH? " Immediately, we rushed to Old Chang Kee, Golden Shoe to buy Mee Siam, Chicken Wings and fish/sotong balls etc...

Ard 11 plus, we prepared all the food in the meeting room and we shall start our small party.... Wow sooo full.. Every food was nice. Hee my jelly was also one of the popular food =) They comment my jelly was nice. However, there were still alot of the leftover food. Wat a waste!.. Luckily, one of my colleagues would like to bring most of the food to her BBQ. We shall start our gift exchange, end up i got a PIG album.. Soo cute..

My x'mas gifts in yr 2007

A wet wet small x'mas party...

Times really flies... One year has passed. Another X'mas celebration is coming. Till now i still remember last year christmas party. This year, my "Biao Ge" and "Biao Shao" decided to have a small x'mas party, is to hold a BBQ at Pasir Ris Beach on 22 Dec 07, Saturday.

On that day, i rushed down to Mx's hse to help out after my dental appointment. Wow.. She and my biao ge had prepared a lot of food... After a few hours of preparation, we were ready to set off. On our way there, a usual sudden downpour again.. Sianz....=(

Luckily, when we reached there the rain stopped.. But the distance between the BBQ pit and car park was soooo far. So many things to carry and the pit were soo far... We were nagging all the way to the BBQ pit. Ooo.. Sianz. the pit was wet too.. We cleared up everything and time to start the fire for BBQ. Ha.. My Biao Ge and Biao Shao went to fetch the rest of the pple, hence left we 3 (2 gals and 1 guy).. To start the fire for BBQ, of coz is the only guy to do it.. He said he also did this for the 1st time as he alwys noe how to supervise but not doing it.. Perhaps he was considered "experience" enough, the fire started fast .. And we shall begin our BBQ time..

As soon as the night falls, another "surprise" for us.. At the same time, a song, "Ella Ella" played..."Ting Kong" cried again... OOooooo.. Quickly, we covered up everything to prevent them from getting wet. Sad to say, we did not have umbrella. In the end, we all drenched...Though we all drenched, we still playing and chit chat all the way until our "Er Ren" - biao ge came with 2 umbrellas.. Total 8 of us, 3 shared in 1 umbrella and the other 2 rather stand in the rain. :P Of coz i am one of the 3 sharing the umbrella.. I not tat noble to stand in the rain and to get myself sick again.. "Touch Wood!".. Unexpectedly, my biao ge was smart enough to call the "Ting Kong" 's assistant, to check when was he going to stop "Crying".. hahha.. And our dear "Ting Kong" promised to stop in 20 min later. 'Heng' our dear "Ting Kong" kept his promise, and we continued our BBQ.. =)

Soo fulllz but we still left a lot of food.. While waiting the rest of the late comers, we chit chat about our poly times eg. polymates, lecturers and papers etc.. Finally, all the late comers arrived.. Yawn!!! We stayed till around 1 plus and our small X'mas celebration ended..

Yummy big turkey ->

Happy Hari Raya Haji

Ard tis time i shd go to bed but feeling weird if i do not continue to update my blog. As i have been days not updating my blog. Hmm should i talk abt yesterday thing...

Anyway noting special abt yesterday.happening. I get to know a few gals who are going to be my best friend, ling's sister on her actual BIG DAY. I soooo sad that i cannot be her sister on her actual BIG DAY. According to the custom belief that i can't be her sister or even attending her wedding dinner.. As my grandpa just passed away in a month ago..But i am happy that my best friend she won't mind for me to attend her wedding dinner instead...

Yes. Last year 2006 and this year 2007 are both sad years for me.. I lost my beloved mum last year. I lost two grand parents in this year. Whenever i think of my dear mum, i almost tears. As for both my grand parents, i also upset that both of them just left like that...When i did not even able to meet it to send them.. ='( Anyway, i understand that this is life and its all depend on u treat it.. After my mum's death, i seem to accept the life reality and become more independent.. Sometin u have to go for it else it will turn into another regret.. Sometime, i know that i mayb too reckless but i noe tat i will regret for not taking any action. Though sometime i noe tat i did sometin wrong due to my reckless, at least i give it a try and i noe the answer, and just things may not get into your way.

Okok.. stop the stupid upset stuff.. I happy to know some new friends - Teacher, Nurse and Event executive... O event executive.. This job is one of the jobs i have been looking forward and thinking of doing too.. End up i ask her alot of questions regarding this job.. She said this kind of job require alot of time spared or even sacrifice the weekends. The basic pay is low and just to take in projects to earn commission in order to get higher income. These are the reasons tat stop me to go further. I been thinking should i take this offer as she said her company in a need of people. Perhaps i should give myself a year to experience this kind of job.. At least i know whether i have passion in this job anot.. I shall give myself another two mths to consider..

Actually i wan to continue further about today, Hari Raya Haji happenings but i toooooo tired and slpy.. And i have to work tomorrow so i shall continue tomorrow.. Hee i shall update tml again.. Nitez to those are interested in reading my blog.. =)

Waited for 3yrs ++, it finally arrives...

Oooo... I have been waiting for this moment to come.. And my new hp finally delivered to my home (ard 8pm sharp).. I am sooo happy to see my new hp - Sony Ericsson K810i. Though this mobile is not the latest in the current hp market.. I like the overall function especially the cybershot and it allows the sony ericsson hp user to send directly to blog via mms... I really love it.. =)

Initially, i am targeting either N81 8GB or K850i but both are toooo expensive and both the price range is not within my budget range. Too bad i have to give these 2 choices up as i have enough of waiting and waiting the prices to drop... Waiting the prices to drop will need another few more months or even up till 6mths.. I have enough patience... Anyway.. at least, i get a hp that i preferred right now and i shall take very good care of it for at least 2 years..

Although i am happy that i get a new mobile, i still like my current mobile Nokia 6230. This mobile has accompanied for 3 yrs 4mths. Though this hp give me some troubles eg.. auto switch off suddenly, battery flat easily.. I still like it.. Other than this hp, i have another Nokia 6210 hee i forgot the model no but the casing is either grey or dull gold..This Nokia 6210 had accompanied me for 4yrs plus.. This hp was exchanged with my dad. When i got hold of this hp, i did not like it at all .. Just because of its appearance, i could not feel happy of becoming the owner of this hp.. However, as time goes, i became more and more fond of this hp.. And this hp turned out to be another one of my precious things that i could not go without with..

Anyway, I like all the mobile phones that i used before.. Hmm if i not wrong, my first hp is Nokia 8250. This Nokia 8250 is my very first and the most expensive hp i have ever owned.. WHY???? Soooo EXP??? Because my dad had dragged me along with him to buy that model with him. During that period of time, the Nokia 8250 is considered one of the latest in the market.. It costs me total of $400... My heart really pain at that time.. I got this Nokia 8250 when i was in secondary.. At that time, i did not know the current market price or trend and it just like my savings were being squeezed...='(

While the second hp is Nokia 6210 and then the third hp is Nokia 6250, and then this hp Sony Ericsson K810i.. Hee i shall take very good care my current new hp.. =)

Another Friday...

Great!!! Another nice morning..The weather was good as compared with the past few days.

As usual i reached office late by a couple minutes, i was surprised to see a gift on my desk.. This was the 2nd gift i received from another colleague. Both my colleagues decided to give an advanced X'mas gift as they are not around during the x'mas eve.

After seeing the 2nd gift, i decided to have some action. As i had already missed giving the gift to my colleague who had already on her way to Israel, a place that i never think of going. However, perhaps if there is a chance, i would like to go to Israel or Egypt. Or somewhere that has beautiful story background. Too bad, if i really want to go there so badly, i need to save up a couple of years before i can travel to there and explore. Anyway, my next trip would be either Taiwan and Hong Kong.. Hee these places are considered the affordable trips to me.

Ok back to the topic, i decided to buy my next colleague's gift during my lunch break, who is also going oversea next week.. O somewhere that i can afford to go now which is Hong Kong but too bad i do not have any leave left in year 2007.

I spent 1 1/2 hr to get a gift for my colleague. I walked from Raffles City, City Hall and then the final destination was Marina Square. Piangz.. Y the guys' gift seem to be difficult to buy especially sometin that need to be budgeted.. Anyway that gift is abit over my budget but never mind at least its useful to my colleague.. Hee the gift i bought for my colleague is also something i want it badly but i hesitate to buy it as i have not get my MP3 yet.. =P

Sooo tired when i reached office and i late again by a few minutes.. Ha luckily my boss, she was on half day leave. Perhaps, i was too anxious to get the gift, i did not realise that one of my high heel shoes soles lost.

The rest of day alot of my colleagues were abit "Touch Fish" as today was FRIDAY.. We still work but the working speeds just not like the past 4days soo efficient.

Very fast another friday work ended.. But on my way home, i had a headache.. Sooo pain!!! i feel like knocking my head on the wall.. i just cannot stand it.. This stupid headache last 4 hrs before it stop.. In between i felt cold too.. It was like i am getting a slight cold.. As while i was watching one of my favourite shows, channel u "Witch Yoo Hee", i off the fan and covered myself with blanket.. Sooo cold... Sooo pain.. Stupid headache..

Ha i alright now to sit down to update my blog again. Actually, i have this sudden urge to write my blog as i am happy that i feel no more numb again. As over the past few months, i tend to be very emotional or even unreasonable.. I get irritated easily which is a couple months ago. My heart seem to be totally numb ever since that incident, i had no motivation of doing anything eg eating, studying or even working..What it end up was that my weight dropped to 40-42kg, failed in 1 test and even get scolded by my boss for being sooo careless in my work..

Anyway what is done are already done, i can double assured myself that i am alright as i tend to be understand what is the fact or illusion.. What is the reality.. What is life.. Something that everyone will have to get through.. This is just another experience for me..

How can i be so assured? As i do not get upset after that "Coincidence" and i feel something when listen to that touching song 'Ai Tai Yuan' again..

Whatever it is, life still have to go on. Deep in my heart hope that the next experience will be a great one... Hee.. I just want to write down and share my feeling now.. Nitez.. Time for me to slp.. =)

To be one of them

Though this event happened yesterday, I could remember it vividly.
Finally the day had come, 12 Dec 2007, the blood donation day and it held at the Raffles MRT Station. Over the past few years, I always come across the poster or advertisement; encourage people to do their part to the society. However, I always hesitate to do my little part.

After so many unhappy incidents happened within these 2 years, I tended to overcome all my fear about the pain of the needle and whatsoever. I plucked my courage and decided to go ahead to do what I should have done long ago.

Yesterday, I went there straight during my lunch hours without asking or telling my colleagues to join me. As I know since I already decided to do it, I should not ask or force my colleague to tag along with me to donate blood.

When I reached there, I tell them honestly about my previous illness - eye stye which I had antibiotics before. Luckily, it had been more than 7 days from the day I finished the antibiotics. In addition, I tried to gain some weight recently as I used to be 43 to 44 kg and the required weight is 45kg instead. Hee. The staff still let me pass even though my weight still remains 44kg. =P

I arrived there around 12.15am, and then I was given a queue number 126. Wow! This means that there are more than 100 people came before me and this event started at 11am. Actually, I never expect that there were so many people were so enthusiasm. Anyway I was glad that I was here too.. =)

I was given a form to fill in too. Many questions were being asked too. This is to ensure no false fact given from us and bring more protection to the received people.

After an hour of waiting, it was my turn to be poked by thick thick needle that I always afraid of. First, the staff would check and decide where my blood vessel is before she started her mission. Just before she started her mission, I closed and covered my eye with my left hand as I was sooo scare of the pain. Surprisingly, it is not pain at all. My blood flowed very fast and soon the packet was filled, and it took less than 10 minutes.

The whole procedure ended. Though I feel a little weak and giddy after that thing, I feel happy. This is the first time I feel a kind of relief as I can do something that I have been wanted and hesitated for so long time. And I promise that I will continue to do my small part if I can do it without any hesitation. =)

1st Post!!!

This is my first post, though this is not the first time i create a blog, i hope this is the only blog i can share with you guys about my thoughts and feelings over something or incident. A blog is popular nowsday but i still consider a beginner as i have no idea of creating a better nice template and layout. Hence, please bear with my current blog template and i shall explore more for nicer template. Soon i will get my new mobile phone which i have been looking forwards, and i shall take alot of photos to upload to my blog, telling u guys why i took that picture.

Cheers.. =)