Ard tis time i shd go to bed but feeling weird if i do not continue to update my blog. As i have been days not updating my blog. Hmm should i talk abt yesterday thing...
Anyway noting special abt yesterday.happening. I get to know a few gals who are going to be my best friend, ling's sister on her actual BIG DAY. I soooo sad that i cannot be her sister on her actual BIG DAY. According to the custom belief that i can't be her sister or even attending her wedding dinner.. As my grandpa just passed away in a month ago..But i am happy that my best friend she won't mind for me to attend her wedding dinner instead...
Yes. Last year 2006 and this year 2007 are both sad years for me.. I lost my beloved mum last year. I lost two grand parents in this year. Whenever i think of my dear mum, i almost tears. As for both my grand parents, i also upset that both of them just left like that...When i did not even able to meet it to send them.. ='( Anyway, i understand that this is life and its all depend on u treat it.. After my mum's death, i seem to accept the life reality and become more independent.. Sometin u have to go for it else it will turn into another regret.. Sometime, i know that i mayb too reckless but i noe tat i will regret for not taking any action. Though sometime i noe tat i did sometin wrong due to my reckless, at least i give it a try and i noe the answer, and just things may not get into your way.
Okok.. stop the stupid upset stuff.. I happy to know some new friends - Teacher, Nurse and Event executive... O event executive.. This job is one of the jobs i have been looking forward and thinking of doing too.. End up i ask her alot of questions regarding this job.. She said this kind of job require alot of time spared or even sacrifice the weekends. The basic pay is low and just to take in projects to earn commission in order to get higher income. These are the reasons tat stop me to go further. I been thinking should i take this offer as she said her company in a need of people. Perhaps i should give myself a year to experience this kind of job.. At least i know whether i have passion in this job anot.. I shall give myself another two mths to consider..
Actually i wan to continue further about today, Hari Raya Haji happenings but i toooooo tired and slpy.. And i have to work tomorrow so i shall continue tomorrow.. Hee i shall update tml again.. Nitez to those are interested in reading my blog.. =)
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