Thursday, September 27, 2012

Sad

Earlier in August 2012, I happened to come across a recruitment post from a big middle east oil company as Risk Analyst. All these times, I have been trying to ways to get into the oil company. The chance has come and I would like to give a try.

After 1 month plus of waiting, i felt that i did not stand a chance. However, last Monday night, i received a called from that oil company and arrange an interview on today morning. I was shocked and surprised because I am so used to not to put hope on any resume I sent, will not expecting a interview too.

The chance was here. I should grab it no matter what.

This morning had come, I was interviewed by a middle-age mouthstache guy and a pretty young malay lady. The interview took more than 30 minutes. However, i felt that i did badly in my interview. I felt sooo sad that i may not receiving a call from that malay lady to have a second round interview.

Frankly speaking, i really hope that i can get this job. This is a job that i can know more in depth about oil industry. At the same time, a breakthrough in my career. I do not want to stick in my current job with low pay and no career prospect. Though many advise me to go into admin where the pay is alot better than my current job. But I do not want to jump into another job when I do not have any interest in it at all. This is like, you are filling the hole, and digging another hole to jump in. Soon, I am no longer a girl in 20s.


 I really hope that the Lady Luck can be on my side this round.