Happy Halloween Day!

Have you celebrated Halloween Day??? "N" "O" = No for me.. No one asked me out last night.. I stay at home... =(

Actually, I did not intend to go anywhere either because I need to wake up early today to go for another interview. My six sense told me that this interveiw would be another wasted interview. Why should I say that? Because this is going to be 5th interview for FINANCIAL ADVISER.. I intended to cancel this interview because my main interest is not to be a FINANCIAL ADVISER.. However, my sister said "Reject again!!!.. You're going for only 2 to 3 time interviews in this year.." My heart sank when she finished her words... She is right afterall.. I did not proactive looking for jobs but rather slack the whole year.. I am soo upset about myself being such a useless one.. Honestly speaking, I am totally demotived.. I lost my confident.. I have been looking for jobs for almost more than 1 year.. But still no good news.. T-T Sob Sob~~~

Yesterday, other than my sister's hurtful words.. I am not happy with my present working progress.. Tooo slow... As expected, I will not get any promotion for next year too because I viewed my appraisal comments..

"I will never give up, trying to look for better job with good prospect.."

How is my interview today? What a coincidence! I met my ex-colleague who left to another foreign bank. Though we were not the same team, I heard alot of rumours about her. Working under her was a disaster.. Many of them quited after working with her.. She looks friendly and I can't imagine that too. Stupidly, I answered what am I up to.. Sooo ooo Stupid.. Lolz..

I waited paitently at least 20 minutes for the interviewer to come down and get me.. I did not know that this company is under ML. As what I expected, this company is a financial adviser agency.. His main intention is to ask me to work under him as one of the team player...He will guide me along the way if I really join him.. He even hinted that I am still young and I should give myself 1 year to try whether am i suitable in this industry.. To be franked, he indeed convinced me.. My only concern is my high commitements to my family etc.. $$$ if I have plenty of $$$, I will not think of being a employee but rather a employer..Who do not want to be a boss.. I believe most of them want to be a BOSS one day.. Whatever.. I decided to think about it. The answer most likely to reject his good offer.

After this interview, I headed to orchard, KinoKuniYa to buy this recommended book, Rich Dad Poor Dad. I am enlightened by this book alot though I read only the first chapter when I was on way back home. Buy this book if you are willing to spare this 20 bucks.. I can ensure you that this book is really a GOOD buy. Thumb Up!

SUNDAY

Almost every weekend especially SUNDAY.. I really sick and tired of that day.. It is not because I have to work the next day but I am expecting or looking forward the day to come.. All end up to be disappointment.. I am afraid that this sickness will come one day for me to look for psychology doctor.. I just cannot take it anymore.. Everyone seem to be making use of me.. I am just like a toy.. Want me then play with me, if sick and tired, my owner will just throw me aside.. This is what I feel right now.. I realized what so-called “EVERYTHING” is. I should not expecting something from someone.. But only from myself.. Whatever I want to do, is to live my life to the fullest. I will not plan later but bring it forward the day to come.. I will do it all by myself and not waiting for someone to do it for me..

I read one article from my colleague.. The conclusion of this article is “Life is uncertain / Live everyday as if it’s a special occasion / If tomorrow were to be your last day on earth, what would you do today?”

Chiffon Cake - 5th Attempts

My sis and I decided to bake this Pandan Chiffon Cake again.. This will be our 5th attempt. The previous 4 times, none of the cakes turned out fluffy or soft..

Before we started, we decided to do more research.. The main problem lies on the egg white.. How to beat the egg whites to stiff? In wat way not to overbeat the egg whites? Many questions marks..

First, i replaced a separate Chiffon cake mould.. Then we looked for another good recipe.. Then we studies books and youtube on how to beat the egg white till stiff form but not overbeat etc..

Ok. Let bake the cake again.. And WE MAKE IT>>> The outcome is good.. Juz not tat fluffy but still alot better than the previous 4 times.. However we still far for improvement.. Will bake better next time. Lolz.. =D

Blood Donation Day on 22 Oct 07

Finally, the day has arrived. I have been waiting for this day to come...The previous donation is on 12 Dec 2007.. In year 2008, i had been falling sick that i was not in good condition to donate the blood. Even i wan to, they will reject me..

Immediately, when the time striked to 12pm, i rushed down to the Raffles MRT station to avoid long waiting queue.. As wat i expected, the queue is sooo long.. Because i was in queue 117.. This probably means that there are 116 people before me, coming down to join this "FUN"... Lolz. Anyway.. Can i say tis as "FUN".. NO WAY.. This is for donation.. NOT MONEY.. NOT SOMETING but Someting red and everyone has it or needs it.. BLOOD..

Basic procedure, I needed to fill up the form and waited paitently for my turns to have medical screening and blood iron checking, and finally my turn to donate my precious blood..

Do u know how long it takes to be my turn.. I can only say that i waited 1hr and 35 mins... Soo long till i needed to rush back to office and had my lunch late when everyone was busy working.. Soooo embrassing!!!.. Lolz.. =P

James Sun

First.. You may wonder who is James Sun!!! I came across this article "Urban" talking about this particular guy... He is the first asian who outshines among 8000 participants and able to take part in this "Apprentice". He is also the only asian who was able to make it through to the finalist in this show, Apprentice. Or should i say that he is able to get close to this Donald Trump.

Second... Why i want to talk about him. Very simple. His passion, charm and smartness.. Most imptly is his age. I was amazed by this smartness.. I can't help to admire this guy.. Though he is asian, he is able to make his dreams come true in the america..

Third.. He is at age of 32 who is already a very successful entrepreneur..

This is his short story behind his success.

"James started his first business venture at age 11 where he negotiated contracts with local window cleaning companies to market their services door-to-door. He pitch was simple, “Are you sick and tired of homeowners slamming their doors on you? Well, why don’t you let me try…I’m just a kid…they won’t slam the door on a cute kid.” He successfully started a business.
At the ripe of age 13, he started reading the Wall Street Journal and began his studies into the world of business and technology. After graduating high school with a perfect 4.0 GPA, he started a technology investment company with $5000 at age 18 and became a multi-millionaire by age 22 while graduating (Cum Laude) from the University of Washington. "

http://www.james-sun.com/index.php?option=com_frontpage&Itemid=1

The only pity is that he is married and i have no chance. Lolz..

I hope that i can be like him.. Have inspiration, confident and dreams..